It was another gorgeous day! Ava and I took a walk, played and napped. Unfortunately, she still shows no interest in food :( ...but she is still really cute ;)
Drew relieved me at 5:30 so I could go home to Audrey. Our little Audrey who is having such a hard time with all of this, it breaks my heart.  She is very sad, angry and Im sure, confused.  All she knows is that Drew and I are NEVER home at the same time and her sister is gone...her little world has been turned upside down. I am having a hard time dealing with her, she is so emotional and takes it all out on me (and her sitters). The things that come out of her mouth are so upsetting, to think that she carries all those thoughts with her through the day...its too much for a little girl to worry about. Im really hoping that our stay here is just another 2 weeks and then we can come home and get back to "normal".  If she only knew how much I missed her and how hard this is on all of us... its difficult to explain to a 4 yr old. Not only is Audrey having a hard time, but I also must mention my first born, Daisy. Daisy is my beautiful, sweet, 14 yr old dog who up until now has never been away from me this long. She is deaf and near blind and spends her day wandering the house looking for me. She can't get comfortable, falls down stairs, bumps into walls and has now started urinating in the house (something she has never done). She is the most loyal dog I have ever known. She has been with me since my single days and has put up with marriage, kids, and a million other things I have thrown her way. She has been so patient and devoted to me, she deserves the same in return.  Of course I know that Ava is my #1 priority right now, just the timing of everything stinks.  :(