I think its a bit depressing in this apartment.  I mean, I know Ava is doing well and I am thrilled for that, but just sitting in this room all day is hard. The outside of our place is precious, we have a beautiful little courtyard with gorgeous flower pots and little gardens, but the inside is blah. Its not a very bright place, there is only one small window in the living room and none in the kitchen. It smells musty here too.  I cleaned but its not like home.  In the hospital the nurses and doctors come in constantly, there is always stuff going on, other parents to talk to....here is so quiet and we really cant do much in terms of going out. Im not one to just sit all day, Im a doer...I need to do things, clean things, take care of my doggies...I miss home.  All Ava and I did today was play and watch dvd's, I wish she would eat but she has zero interest.
On a brighter note, today is Brennan's 16th birthday!! Yay! I didn't get to see him because Im in my musty apartment, but Drew took the kids to dinner to celebrate.  I have never missed a birthday of the kids before, until this one (and its a big one!)...kinda sucks.

Anyway, tomorrow Ava has her bone marrow biopsy scheduled so we will hopefully find out what's going on in her marrow!
And, thank you to Debi for taking Audrey for the 1 millionth time for a playdate!! And thanks to Alayna for her help with Audrey today, I know it was a tough one.